What does moonlight sound like?

I feel the gentle vibration of my phone in my back pocket. The small LED screen comes to life with text.

I’m in your driveway

Ready when you are

I slip into a sweater before scrawling a quick note for my parents in case they come back from their monthly dinner date to an empty house. I grab my wallet and house key and step out of the house into the amber-streaked outside world, locking the door behind me.

Cole waves at me from the driver’s seat. I pull open the passenger seat door and he smiles back before giving me a surprise kiss on the forehead.

“Where are we going?” I sign.

“You’ll see,” he signs back, hazel eyes gleaming.

The past year with Cole had been a mix of unplanned excursions and spontaneity–a welcome change of pace to my usual overly protective lifestyle my parents provided me for most of my life. My parents approve Cole, though; I think they were pretty much sold after he started signing along with us when we had him over for dinner one night. He’d practiced for months.

Car rides are always without conversation for the sake of Cole not being able to take his eyes off of the road or his hands off of the steering wheel. The lack of conversation is comforting, though; the two of us have become close enough that there’s no need to fill the air with small talk every moment. His presence is all I need most of the time.

Instead I lose myself in the scenery that rolls by. I watch shadows of trees elongate and the sky fades from amber to rose to violet. I watch as the populated suburbs morph into rolling hills and mysterious forests and green everywhere I look.

The sky is on the verge of navy blue as Cole eases on the break pedal and pulls into a gravel lot big enough for only two or three cars. We bounce around in our seats with the uneven ground.

“We’re here,” he signs.

I’m not exactly sure where “here” is other than a vast empty field covered with unkempt grass dotted with patches of dainty wildflowers. The green seems to extend for miles before it meets the dark blue sky.

We step outside and the cool summer night air brushes across my bare skin. Cole pulls a plaid blanket out from the trunk. He walks toward me and laces the fingers of his free hand with mine. We walk across the grass until the car fades into a blurry red dot.

Cole grabs two corners of the blanket and lets the breeze unfold the rest before laying it down on the grass. We sit with is arm around my shoulder. I run my fingertips over the blanket, age only making it softer. The sky is now on the verge of blackness with stars beginning to poke through the dark. Cole gives my shoulder a gentle squeeze. I turn toward him and he points somewhere to my right to get me to look.

And there it is; a perfect circle with smooth edges and a color that is neither white nor grey, but somewhere in between. It’s glowing and I can’t tear my eyes away. I’ve seen the moon outside my bedroom window, but it was always jabbed with tree branches or rooftops. Here, there is nothing in the way.

He squeezes my shoulder again to interrupt my gaze.

“Full moon tonight,” he says with his hands as he smiles.

The moon illuminates our faces as we shift to face it.

“What does moonlight sound like?” I sign to him. He cocks his head to one side and looks at me, apprehensive.

“What do you think it sounds like?” he signs back at me without a hint of condescension, despite the fact he has functioning ears and is fully aware what the moon actually sounds like.

I consider this for a moment.

“I think it sounds like what a hug feels like,” I sign, “Safe and comforting.”

Cole huddles closer, eyes steady on me and my hands, ready to absorb what I sign next.

“Or maybe it sounds more like the smell of cinnamon,” I continue. “Sweet at first, but also vivacious with a certain sharpness that doesn’t stick out, but blends in. Maybe it sounds like the color blue, calm and tranquil. Maybe it’s more like the taste of apple pie. Home.”

I lower my hands and stare at them and consider what I just said. I slowly raise my head and meet Cole’s gaze, expecting him to look at me like I’m crazy for thinking that moonlight sounds like all of these things. But he doesn’t. He just wears a smile soaked with endearment and I can’t help but smile in return.

I rest my head in the curve where his neck fades into his shoulder. We sit there gazing at the moon, at its magic and mystery and elegance and I wonder how a single sound can capture such a thing.

Then, I figure it out.

“I know,” I sign. “The moonlight sounds like your voice when you speak.”

He smiles at that and I watch his lips move as he says something in his moonlight-sounding voice.

“I love you too,” I sign back to him.

(inspired by a prompt from whynot41: “what does moonlight sound like?”)

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“So it’s a date”

The café door greets me with a cheerful ding! as I push it open. She’s the first thing I notice when I walk in. I pause for a moment, unprepared for her presence. She’s sitting by herself at a table next to the window, the sun spilling onto the textbook resting in her lap.

I pull myself out of distraction and find a place in line. There are a handful of people in front of me and only one person working behind the counter. I steal another look at her while I wait.

Wavy strands of auburn hair escape her messy bun. Messy, but still perfect. She reaches out sweater-sleeve covered hand to grab her mug and takes a sip, glasses sliding down the bridge of her nose as she does so. Her index finger repositions her glasses in one fluid movement so that they sit directly in front of her brown eyes. They’re like gingerbread–initially spicy and demanding your attention, but then unraveling into layers of secrets and unsaid feelings that maybe one day, I’ll be lucky enough to figure out.

“Next!” the barista calls out.

How long was I staring at her?

Did anyone notice?

I order a cappuccino, hand the barista my money, and give him my name for the order.

“It’ll be ready in a few minutes,” the barista says with a smile.

In the meantime, I take a seat at a table near hers, hoping she might notice me. I glance at her, but she’s engrossed in her reading. A sigh escapes my mouth as I pull out my biology notebook, intending to study for the upcoming final.

I mindlessly flip through pages of notes covering photosynthesis and mitosis. It takes me a bit to realize that my mind is wandering, wandering back to the first day of the semester when her and I were assigned as lab partners.

Right from the start, I could tell she was different from all the other girls. She emanated kindness, but a certain aura of mystery followed her around. For the first few days, she was quiet; we both were. But it wasn’t long before I got to know her bubbly laugh of hers.

“Hey.”

My thoughts are interrupted by a voice. Her voice. I turn in my chair to face her.

“Hey, fancy seeing you here,” I remark, acting surprised.

“Back atcha,” she giggles. “I was just studying for finals.”

“Me too.”

“Oh yeah? What class?” she asks.

“Biology,” I answer.

“Oh man, I heard that final was hell,” she laughs again. It’s so cute.

“We should study together sometime,” she says suddenly. I’m completely caught off guard.

“Ye-ye-yeah,” I stutter, trying to mask my excitement.

“I actually have to get home now, but want to meet here tomorrow?” she asks.

“Sounds good.”

“So it’s a date,” she confirms. She looks directly at me. My heart flutters. I hold her gaze as her eyelashes bat over her gingerbread eyes. All too quickly, she flashes a smile and walks away. She glances back at me from over her shoulder before pushing the door open and stepping outside.

“So it’s a date.”

Her words play over and over in my mind.

“I have a cappuccino for Katie!” the barista calls.

My drink is ready.

Love in Color

I remember seeing his name and phone number

scribbled on a crumpled napkin

I remember his name was blue

with all the freedom of the ocean

and comfort of a worn pair of jeans

I remember the waves of gold

that drifted through the air

as he spoke

and his laugh

that sent light green spirals

down the walls

I remember the first “I love you” was pink

with all the whimsy of cotton candy at a street fair

I remember when we yelled at each other

maroon triangles flew across the room

I remember the door slamming behind him

there was a brown spike that pierced the air

then nothing

nothing but a handful of rainbow memories

to fill the grey silence that hung

like clothes on a clothesline heavy with water

nothing but a blue name

on a crumpled napkin